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Name: Ryan
Country: United States
State: Rhode Island
Metro: Providence
Gender: Male
Interests: With a smile on my face and the world in my hand, we shall embrace our efforts to be happy in this glorious land! My interests are anything thats going to be crazy, fun, exciting, and absolutely exhiliterating!!
Expertise: Tap dance
Occupation: Architect
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  whitepanther412
Member Since:
4/27/2005
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| She says she loves me and would never love another man. She says I'm the hottest and sexiest man alive. Yet, she talks to random guys online, mind you thats how I met her, and she's commenting on how good they look in their pictures.
What do I do? She says she doesn't look at guys that way, apparently she does now. He lives in Australia, her favorite place to want to visit. He wants to come visit San Francisco...amazing, thats where she is. What is a fiancee to think??
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| I realize that not too many people read this anymore, but if you are still one of few that come across it occasionally, I am in need of prayer from you. My finances are being drastically strained and drained right now, and I can't continue living the way I am with the way the finances are working for me. I need help from any avenue possible, and I just need God to pick me up and get me through these times. I thought life would be easy on my own, I had it all figured out. Sometimes we just don't account for certain obstacles and end up falling further behind than when we started out because we've been trying to run uphill with weels on our feet. So if you could just say a simple prayer for me, asking God to just walk me through this and give me the strength, the aid, the wisdom, and the light, I will forever be grateful.
Hope all of you are doing well.
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| Have you ever loved something, or someone, so much that it literally hurt inside when you couldn't have it, or be with them? I'm just going through the motions right now not having her by my side. I thought I was alive and living before I met her, then I realized that I was just satisfied with the way things were. Now I know how they should be and what they should be is the two of us going through life together, holding hands, never letting go. But right now I am completely stuck in legal obligations to an apartment and moral obligations to a job, and in my heart I know that I need to be with her. I pray to God to tell me what I need to do, but I can't seem to hear the answer. I'm lost without her!! I am half alive, barely breathing, feeling as if I'm departing from this world as it all looks glassy through my eyes. HELP.
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| Ok, so here's the deal. I am now a graduate of Wentworth Institute of Technology with a Bachelors of Science Degree in Architectural Engineering. I am currently working full-time for an architecture firm in Providence, living on my own (finally!) AND...in Love with the most incredible girl in the entire world!! I truly believe she is my angel on earth, a gift sent directly to me from God. There are no words that can capture her beauty, her presence, her personality, characteristics, or the Love that I possesss for Tehanah. She loves the Carolina Panthers, just as I do, which is sort of how we met. She is a Christian just as I am. She is somewhat stubborn, which is a good thing because she knows what she wants and she won't bend or break from her point of view or thought. I love the way she looks and the way she has dreams that she won't let go of, such as becoming a Cosmotologist and my wife! lol. Life...is perfect. Any questions, comments, concerns, thoughts, or anything else...don't hesitate to contact me. I will gladly tell you more about Tehanah and our relationship. Mainly because I can't get enough of talking about her! So, I hope everyone else is doing just grand and that life is going well for everyone. Write back, let me know how its going, and hopefully I'll be able to keep in touch alot more often than I have been over the past year.
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| I just realized that I haven't posted anything for all of you in almost exactly 2 months. I hope everyone is doing well and everything is going great for all of you that I know through this...and the few that I don't know through this. I myself have been absolutely great lately. Hit a slippery slope for a little bit, but a great friend of mine from my church was always there helping me get through it all. Grateful isn't quite the word that fits because I am so much more appreciative of that help, but it's all that comes to mind now. But thanks to her, I have been getting much more involved in the church, met a few new people, and I'm making my old friendships stronger by creating new friendships. I used to go to the church when I was younger, and after my parents got divorced we just abruptly stopped going. For a few months after that we began going to a baptist church in Smithfield where a family we knew was attending, but that drive started getting too long for all of us from North Kingstown and we ended up stopped going to that to. It has been nearly 10 years since I first left South Attleboro Assembly of God, but I am so glad to be back and getting involved with all those people I once knew earlier in my life. Things are going so great for me in that aspect. However, school right now is starting to be such a hassle that I can barely focus on anything...it's aggrivating. I slacked off so much this semester that now I'm chasing after myself just to keep up with the work I've fallen back on. Well, I could probably write forever but it would just be repetitive and boring, so I'll end it here. if you read this, just say Hi, nothing more. I just want to know you're still out there for me. Take it easy...God Bless! | | |
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